hhhhhmmmmm
well, i thought i would give this a try as my head to full of crap and i need to make space for more crap.
well today. i have a bloody cold like everyone else and it kept me up half the night so now i'm cranky and likely to bite anyone and everyones head off. *looks down* and now the dog has decided to sit on me which makes typing sssssoooooooo much easier *rolls my eyes*
anyway, work is really pissing me off at the moment. i have absolutely crap hours. i seem to be working the ones that SHE (evil bitch woman from hell) doesnt want. ever since SHE came back to work everything has changed to accomodate her. who the hell does SHE thinks SHE is? SHE strolls back in after being on the sick for 6 months, takes all the hours, decides SHE doesnt want to work saturdays. SHE only came back because her sick pay finished. BITCH!!!!!!!!!!! it really pisses me off that jess and i kept that place running after the manager was sacked. there was only two of us and i had been there the longest. i had only been there for about 3 MONTHS and they leave me in charge. where was SHE then? oh oh, i'm too ill. BOLLOCKS!!!!!!!!
*sighs as the dog jumps off and walks away with a slipper* open university isnt helping either. no-one seems to realise i am really struggling with it. i keep telling Will that i dont want to do it, i end up in tears most times i try to do it. He says i should just finish this module and then see where i want to go from there. i just find it so frustrating.
everything seems to be getting me down at the moment. Will gets annoyed with me because i get into black moods and disappear off for a walk. i dont want to get depressed again but i cant help it. i havent gone back to the knife yet which is a good sign. it hasnt got that far
well today. i have a bloody cold like everyone else and it kept me up half the night so now i'm cranky and likely to bite anyone and everyones head off. *looks down* and now the dog has decided to sit on me which makes typing sssssoooooooo much easier *rolls my eyes*
anyway, work is really pissing me off at the moment. i have absolutely crap hours. i seem to be working the ones that SHE (evil bitch woman from hell) doesnt want. ever since SHE came back to work everything has changed to accomodate her. who the hell does SHE thinks SHE is? SHE strolls back in after being on the sick for 6 months, takes all the hours, decides SHE doesnt want to work saturdays. SHE only came back because her sick pay finished. BITCH!!!!!!!!!!! it really pisses me off that jess and i kept that place running after the manager was sacked. there was only two of us and i had been there the longest. i had only been there for about 3 MONTHS and they leave me in charge. where was SHE then? oh oh, i'm too ill. BOLLOCKS!!!!!!!!
*sighs as the dog jumps off and walks away with a slipper* open university isnt helping either. no-one seems to realise i am really struggling with it. i keep telling Will that i dont want to do it, i end up in tears most times i try to do it. He says i should just finish this module and then see where i want to go from there. i just find it so frustrating.
everything seems to be getting me down at the moment. Will gets annoyed with me because i get into black moods and disappear off for a walk. i dont want to get depressed again but i cant help it. i havent gone back to the knife yet which is a good sign. it hasnt got that far
posted by song at 8:49 pm
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